Its long time ago since i've updated my blog.
I've decided to update my blog for now.
I've deleted my old posts and decided to start a new one.
After receiving it , my tears are about to come out.
No its not the joy of tears but the sad one.
I tried to control infront of my friends and yet i failed.
Making a smile in that situation was difficult.
Most of them achieve what they deserve to get. Congrats (:
This examination only happens once in a lifetime , i studied and it just that it's not enough.
Giving only 15% when there's still more percentages of scoring.
I did not have the guts inside of me calling my own dad.
After all, they've expected a good news waiting for my phone call.
He answered the phone and hoping me to tell him a good result.
I dissapointed him, he was scolding me yet i dun blame him for that but im angry of myself.
After all this years of studying , is this what i manage to study?
They've given me high hopes , hoping that I will achieve better so my future is much more brighter.
I did not just dissapointed them , im an embaressment to the family.
As a student , i feel myself like a failure.
The results are given and nothing's gonna change.
I need to work harder than before and this is a lesson for me.
I know this post is very emo.
Writing this post , my tears came down.
I couldn't control it but to release it.
Let us say goodbye to 2009 and welcome 2010.
